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Ally Grizzard: “Learning Your Purpose Through Tragedy”

Guest Blog Written by Ally Grizzard

My whole life I’ve always believed everyone has a purpose. Sometimes you may not know your purpose until something tragic happens or you’re in a situation that you never imagined you would be in, but you eventually learn what your purpose is. I never knew my purpose until God forced me to see it.

On January 31st, 2015, at only 19 years old, I was driving my 10-week-old puppy Lilly to the vet for her shots when a hay truck that was carrying stolen hay was coming at me head-on in my lane. I swerved to miss him, and it caused me to flip end over end for 75 yards. I was ejected and thrown 50 feet from my car and landed flat on my back on the ground. I remember the feeling of landing flat on my back out of the air like it was yesterday. I remember my first thought being “Lilly!” and I tried to get up, but I couldn’t move. I couldn’t feel. I couldn’t do anything.

A few seconds later I remember hearing someone scream “say something, say something!” and all I said was, “Help.” I remember him running over to me and saying, “I have help on the way, it’s going to be okay!” I don’t remember anything after that. I was put into an ambulance and taken to a local church where a helicopter could land and I was life-flighted to Grady Memorial Hospital in Atlanta. I died that day. I took my last breath when first responders put me in that helicopter. EMTs did chest compressions the whole way there trying to keep blood flowing to my lungs.

When I arrived in Atlanta, I still had no pulse and no blood pressure. I was rushed straight into the OR into immediate surgery so they could open me up and bring me back. My spleen had ruptured, causing all of my organs to bleed internally. They were able to remove it and stop the bleeding. At the time, I wasn’t stable enough for any other surgeries, so they still weren’t able to see what other injuries I had. No one knew if I would make it through the night.

By God’s grace, I did. I stayed on the ventilator along with having 5 breathing tubes in ICU and 2 days later, I was stable enough for X-Rays and CT scans to look for other injuries. They found that my entire spine was shattered into pieces, my spinal cord was severed, I had a C2 hangman bone fracture in my neck and collapsed lungs. The next day, I went into an 8-hour back surgery where they reconstructed my entire spine with rods and screws and were also able to see that my spinal cord injury was at level T12, which leaves me paralyzed from the waist down.

After my back surgery, I was able to wake up. I was still on the ventilator, so I couldn’t talk. I didn’t understand much of what had happened and what was going on. I couldn’t sit up, but I could use my hands, so I could write. I laid there every day writing notes to my mom and family members, my boyfriend at the time, and my friends. Although I couldn’t see what I was writing and a lot of times they couldn’t make out what I was writing, I made it work. That was my way of communicating.

I knew I couldn’t feel my legs, but at the time I didn’t know why. I was told by my surgeons that I would never walk again, but I still just didn’t know or understand much of anything. I stayed in ICU for the next 2 weeks and  was transferred to the Shepherd Center, a world-renowned rehabilitation center for brain and spinal cord injury patients. I spent my first 3 weeks at Shepherd in ICU and I finally had my lung surgery and was able to come off of the ventilator and breathing tubes. After I healed from the surgery, I was moved to a regular room and was able to begin very intense physical, occupational, and recreational therapy. I spent a total of 7 ½ months at the Shepherd Center, healing and learning to live again from a wheelchair with only the use of my upper body. It was the absolute hardest thing I’ve ever gone through in my life, but I’m completely independent today because of it.

At 19, you don’t really think something like waking up and finding out you will be paralyzed for the rest of your life could happen to you, until it does. And when it does, it seems to teach you a few things about life. It seems to give you a different perspective: a better perspective. At least, it did for me. You learn who you are, what you’re made of. YOU LEARN YOUR PURPOSE. It’s been almost 5 years now since the accident and time seems to pass by faster with each year that goes by. January 31st is just another day for me now and Lilly is alive and well, too. She is my best friend. The bond we share could never be broken.

That boyfriend I had at the time, he’s now my husband. The most amazing husband I could ever ask for. Those family members, we’re all closer than ever before. I couldn’t be more thankful. And me- I’m a speaker, blogger, and a social media influencer. I live life every single day from my wheelchair and with only the use of my upper body. I drive. I visit Shepherd often and give back to other patients who are in the same situation that I was in, and I teach OT and PT students how to teach a future paralyzed patient of theirs to live life and get dressed from a wheelchair. I do everything that any able-bodied person would do on a daily basis, just in a different way.

I’m still in physical therapy to this day, only 1 day a week for my overall health and range of motion. I also proved my surgeons wrong and I walked down the aisle to my husband in my leg braces, all with the help of my physical therapist training me for 3 whole years. This turned out to be another difficult task, but I think every girl dreams of walking down the aisle to her husband from the time she’s a child. It was something I had pictured in my head from the time I was a little girl and I didn’t want that picture to be played out differently just because of my accident. So, I chased my dream. I conquered my goal and I hope I prove to every girl out there that they, too, can still have that special moment on their big day if they put in the work and never give up on their dreams.

I live trying to inspire others with my story because I feel that’s my purpose. I feel God gave me my story for a reason and I should use it for the good. Almost 5 years ago, I never would’ve imagined I would be where I am today. The mountains, the valleys, the trials, the setbacks, the comebacks- there’s a certain beauty in all of them. They made me who I am. They tend to continually dig up the soil in me and let me see what I’m made of and there’s just something about that part where you find out who you are, when you find out why God gave you this specific battle. I think that’s the whole purpose of the journey- to find out who you are and what you’re made of. To find your why. To share God’s love. To shine light in darkness. To lean on him. To share how he’s made beauty out of ashes.

I’ve learned he won’t protect you from every trial in life, but he will bless you with the strength, wisdom, and grace to get through it. I’ve learned I wouldn’t still be here if there wasn’t more in store for me. I wouldn’t still be here if the journey was over. I’ve learned to keep my eyes fixed on the one who kept me breathing and keep my heart tied to the one who continually strengthens me to keep going. It doesn’t matter what you’ve done or what you’ve lost, in him you’ll find a reason to keep going that you won’t find anywhere else. Lilly and I celebrate our survival and the life that we still get to live day in and day out. I’m grateful for where we’re at, and excited about where we’re going. My wish for everyone I come in contact with and everyone that comes across my story is that you never stop living your life to the fullest no matter what you may be going through. Always follow your heart and dreams, and never give up!

-Ally Grizzard

You can connect with Ally on Instagram (@allygrizzard) or in the LIKEtoKNOW.it app (@allygrizzard).

SCI Superstar: Carol Taylor

Adaptive clothing is finally being seen in mainstream fashion all over the world, thanks to adaptive fashion icons like Carol Taylor. You can find Carol Taylor—a C5-6 quadriplegic, painter, and lawyer—in the Gold Coast of Queensland, Australia using her unique skill set to help pave the way for adaptive fashion in her corner of the world.

Adaptive fashion, however, was not always on Carol’s radar as a career path. Read on to learn how Carol discovered she had a talent for adaptive fashion design years after working as a lawyer in Australia.

Why She’s Fearless

Carol’s life was in high gear at the time of her injury. She had been married for three years and working as a lawyer for eight years. “I worked very hard to become a lawyer, working 3 jobs to pay my way through law school,” she says. “I qualified as a lawyer in 1993 and by 1998 I established my own law firm specialising in immigration law and commercial litigation.”

In 2001, Carol and her husband—while innocently playing hooky from work —hit black ice in their car, causing the car to roll. Carol broke her neck in the process. “The roof caved in and hit me on the back of the neck instantly and completely severing my spinal cord at the C5/6 level. Initially I was paralysed from the neck down. I looked down where my legs landed and in that second knew that I would never walk again.”

Many people, when first paralyzed, only want to know one thing: when will they walk again. For Carol, she only wanted to know if she could still have a baby. The doctors at the time advised her against Carol having a child, which led her into a severe depression. Fortunately, after many failed attempts and miscarriages, Carol and her husband found themselves expecting in 2006.

“We sought the help of a naturopath. In our minds it was one last very desperate attempt, however one month later we were pregnant the old-fashioned way.” After five months of bed rest, Carol successfully gave birth to her son D’arcy. “Parenting with quadriplegia presents very considerable challenges, however, being a mum is the best job I have ever had.”

Carol and her husband.

When Carol was ready to return to work, she decided to set up her own firm again, but this time, she would use advanced property transfer technology that allowed her to work from wherever there is an Internet connection. “My wheelchair is ‘a mobile office,’” she says. “We practice what I like to call ‘wheelchair friendly’ law;’ predominantly Property Law, Wills and Deceased Estates.”

What’s Next?

While practicing as a lawyer and being a mother, Carol honed in on her newfound passion that she discovered after her injury: painting. She now sells her paintings and has won many awards. In 2018, she won $10,000 after receiving the 2018 QLD Access Arts Achievement Award from Access Arts QLD. With this money, she decided to see if she could try a new form of art – adaptive fashion design.

“During my 18 years as a quadriplegic I have been so frustrated with the shopping experience, as I was unable to find clothing that would work for me in my wheelchair.” After years of having custom clothing made for her by dressmakers, she decided to use the $10,000 from her award to fund her next passion project: adaptive fashion. Currently, she is the only quadriplegic in the world who designs adaptive clothing.

“I decided when I won this award that I would use the award to put my artwork on fabric and see whether I could create fun and fashionable accessible clothing for others with disability.” And that is exactly what Carol did. “My designs draw inspiration from classic Hollywood screen legends. We must each learn to embrace what we cannot change, and celebrate what we can. I use magnets and invisible zips and even magnetic zips.” She also focuses on making sure the seams are in the right place, as well as looking closely at the shape of the garment so the clothing is as flattering as possible.

After seeing her waistcoats for men with quadriplegia, Access Arts asked Carol if they could put her waistcoats and other clothing in a gallery in Brisbane. And after that, an even bigger opportunity came her way: she was asked to create an adaptive collection for the Mercedes-Benz fashion show during Fashion Week in Australia. Carol immediately said yes and put together her collection in 12 weeks.

MeQ Designs on models at Mercedes-Benz fashion show during Fashion Week in Australia.

Carol is now thinking about her next moves; she is considering possibly selling her clothes online. Her company is called MeQ, standing for “Me too,” in reference to being disabled and included in fashion, and “Q” standing for quadriplegic. Carol says, “The business woman in me thinks that inclusive fashion isn’t just a nice charitable thing to do, it’s also really smart business! – In Australia alone 20% of the Australian population have a disability, we have 4.3 million Australians with disability, that’s a really big market share to ignore.”

When she’s not busy taking over the adaptive fashion world, Carol enjoys gardening, cooking and being a mom. Carol shares her incredible insight on living a fulfilling life with disability: “I have lived two lives and have only memories of that former person. Now I am busy writing a new chapter and this new chapter has a woman that is busier, more dynamic and more resilient than ever before.”

– Follow Carol @ MeQ Designs: https://www.instagram.com/meq.designs/

– Watch Carol in an interview by The National Disability Insurance Scheme: