By Austin Patten
While in the hospital recovering from my injuries, I could not even focus on reading a few sentences in a book, so my mind became more like mush than anything else. I started working again just 3 months after my SCI. I work as an analyst, so my mind is critical to my job.
When I did return to my job, it was very hard, but awesome at the same time. I came back to work so I could provide for my family as well as keep myself from falling into a deep depression. The first time I rolled into the office I just talked with my coworkers. We talked about my story and how it has affected me. Then I spoke with my boss about beginning work again. There are a few things I would recommend to people who are returning to work after SCI.
1 . Ask for Help
People are willing to help, and they want to help. Coworkers took on my tasks while I was gone and were happy to keep helping as I worked to sharpen my mind and get back in the game. I remember when I had to ask for help for the first time. I had a deadline approaching and knew I couldn’t hit it. I remember crying when I asked for help because this was something I was proud of doing, but the team rallied and helped me complete the task on time. As I work more and more, I need to ask for help less often.
2 . Take Time to Cry
For a long time, every time I would go use the bathroom, I would also just spend a few minutes crying. What we go through with SCI is not easy. None of our friends and family get it. Cry about it whenever you can. The future is different and I often long for my prior life. Anything can be a trigger. Take that time in the bathroom to cry or close the office door and let it out. Holding it in doesn’t help.
3. Find a Support Crew at Work
Once, when I came out of the bathroom after crying, a coworker noticed I had been crying and approached me about it. It felt good to talk to him. People want to see you be human. By being vulnerable and talking about things with those you trust, you can enhance your mental health. All it took for me was a friend at work who was willing to talk and help me problem-solve. Now when I have an issue at work, I know there are people I can go talk to and cry in front of while we work through the problem.
4. Take it Easy
It is easy to want to jump right in and go. But working after your injury gets overwhelming very fast. You might not be able to work full-time right away. Maybe you can start working only a couple days a week for part days, like I did. Your 100% might look different than it did before. Talk to your boss about workload management at the office. Most bosses just want you to get better, so take the time you need to ease back into the office—but do it quickly, as your company needs your help.
5. Have Fun
If you can’t find a task to do at work, then make your task to have fun. Turn an excel spreadsheet into a game or find a way to compete with someone at a task. You may be slower, but you can blame the injury and make them feel guilty. Okay don’t do that, but the important thing is to find the fun in life again. Talk about things you love and work on important tasks in a fun way. Find something to laugh at. I started to have “roll up music” when I come into the office. Before I rolled in, I would select a song and play it loud on my phone to “make an entrance”. Everyone laughs and loves it. It starts the day on a good note.
I am still trying to make my mind sharp again. I understand it’s a process and might take a while. Until then, I will keep taking the small steps to be better. One day, I will roll into the office like it’s any other day and when I do, I’ll know I’m back.
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